I was stumbling through my venting twitter and found this from when i was dating Tyler :
If I didn't care about you then why are you my wallpaper on my phone? Oh yeah because I want to look at people I don't care about everyday.
If I don't care about you, why am I still trying to make this relationship work? Why am I even in this relationship if I didn't care.If I didn't care about your heart, your happiness, and just plain you, I would've told you this a long time ago:
I don't love you, I'm not happy, and I want to leave, but I want to love you, I want to be happy, and im willing to stay.