Why i Broke up with him.

i was fed up because he wasnt who i wanted in a boyfriend and i had to fake my feelings because i felt bad and i wasted such a long time trying so hard to care for him. and he was immature , i couldnt be myself around him, i felt like he judged me, i felt awkward and uncomfortable, his sister hated me, and he was never there to comfort me or help me with my problems because apparently thats not his job.

"SO WHAT DID HE SAY"

no, no, he would say nothing. and that was worse than "idgaf" but i asked why he didnt say anyhing and he basically said he didnt care about the sad stuff. or what i had to say about anything that wasnt directly relevant to our relationship.

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i didnt have any feelings for him, in fact i had feelings for someone else, THE PLAYER GOT PLAYED
and he mightve been "done" and "fed up" but i had already been fed up since day 1. and i had him whipped like a dawg
not to mention even after a long phone call
even after he told me " ALL MY PROBLEMS ARE YOU"
he still said he wanted to be in a relationshp
AND I SAID NO NIGGA WE ARE GONNA BE FRIENDS
and he was like 'we need a break"
"yes nigga that is why i said friends"

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 HE TOLD me he was the perfect boyfriend and never did anything wrong

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so one time he invited me to the movies right
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with his grandma
but wait
get this
yes, grandma and his sister, and her best friend, and her other best friend, who all conviently hate my guts
so okay cool, awkward long ass car ride get me out of this relatioNship
youre a freshman
UM NO
GET A LICENSE AND WE MAY SPEAK
OK WELL COOL, LOOK LETS SIT ALL ON THE SAME DAMN ROW TOGETHER SIDE BY SIDE
HEY WHATS UUP TYLER'S GRANDMA
HOW U DOINGGGGGGGGGGGG.
honestly that is just not okay and it made me beyond pissed. he did nothelp the situation.

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the other time i was at sylvias and he came, and i had to leave
but he stayed with her
my bestfriend and my boyfriend
and he brings her to his uncle's house
HOLD ON LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT
HE BRINGS HER TO HIS UNCLES HOUSE
AND INTRODUCES HER
wat, WAT.WUT.
he just met this girl? he just met my best friend....and why does he feel the need to make her meet his family.
so after he meets her
he will not stop bringing her up
NO
nigga
NO
stahp
okay do you like her or.
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insults he told me:
YOU HAVE NO BUTT
you back goes straight down to your ankles ( which means you have no ass)
you're flat
you do not have DSL
i would not want to do anything sexual with you because you have small hands and you do not have dsl.

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hahahahaha, see. i was a good girlfriend, i never actually hurt him, which i shouldve
and i told him it hurt my feelings one day
i went off on him
not even a lot
just like " that hurts please stop"
and he gets mad at me
HOLD ON, GET THIS
HE
GETS MAD ATME
FOR BEING HURT BY HIS INSULTS
BECAUSE HE SAYS I NEED TO TAKE A JOKE


ok right? i can take a joke if i know its not true. but that day i was like "what if ______, is it a problem? DO I have a small ass" and that same day he tell sme all of these "jokes" and it made me feel so completely insecure/
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let me also tell you this
HE HATES TAKING PICTURES
UM
UMMMMMMMMMM...
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RM
DOYOU
KNOW
ME
I
THINK
YOU
DO
. i am a photographer
.....AND YOU HATE TAKING PICTURES? sorry but that pisses me off to a level that is unreachable.
how annoying. i love pictures and you refuse to even take one. way to make me look and feel like an idoit.
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so we were at pigskin. and this nigga is like my fucking son, i am his mother. i have to control him. he took my umbrella and start poking and stabing every single girl. he goes up to caroline phelan and hits her in the vagina. and she tells me this. so i bring tyler into this huge circle full of the popular people, i a force him to apologize. the im like 'good job" and i slapped him so hard, there was silence
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he would blame me for not being able to hang out like i could control my devil of a father. i was going through some hard times and all he did was complain about how i shouldnt be bipolar or depressed and how it wasnt fun
and he dared to say, the night we broke up "i have done nothing wrong"


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you know what he told me
he told me when emma and him were dating, he came accross me on facebook, wrote my name down for when they broke up. i wonder how many other names he has written down when we were dating hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
HE SAVED MY NAME FOR LATER

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and he never laughed at me which made me feel uncomfortable
i feel like he acted completley fake around me
told me all his sad stories
but never let me tell mine
because thats not his job right?

his job is not to listen to me
but i have to listen to him
ITS MY JOB BUT NOT YOURS HMMM TELL ME MORE
OH AND YOU CANT SPELL BEAUTIFUL. AND NO I DO NOT TAKE "YOUR BEUATIFUL" AS A COMPLIMENT FIRST OFF, YOU USED THE WRONG "YOU'RE" TAKE A DAMN FIRST GRADE ENGLISH CLASS PLEASE
EVEN AFTER I CORRECT HIM
IT DOES NOT CHANGE
HE NEVER LEARNED
AND WAIT
BUT WAAAAAAAAIT
HE DIDNT KNOW ANY OF MY VOCABULARY
I LITERALLY HAD TO LOWER MY LEVEL OF GRAMMAR AND SPELLIG FOR HIM
I HAD TO USE 3RD GRADE VOCAB.

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he told me he loved me the first week of dating. obvious lie. red flag.

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THE SECOND TIME WE FACETIMED
I WAS IN A SPORTS BRA
BECAUSE I WAS IN BED RIGHT
AND HE WAS LIKE
"PUT SOME CLOTHES ON I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU TO SHOW A LITTLE BIT OF CLASS"
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well damn
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