im sorry dad.

Dear father
This is an apology letter.
The silence you gave me regarding the current situation was very troubling to me and it left me feeling extremeley guilty.i feel like i havelet you down in so many ways and it hurts me. although when im angry i say mean things, and at timesi do meant hem. you're mindset on parenting is extremeley exhausting and frustrating.
I know there is no way to prove to you at all that people DO NOT pick me up at any times,
It is not true, because people don't ever pick me up. in fact, that was the first time.i know you wont believe it but, hand on bible, it is true. I went to mcdonalds, and with my own money, bought a frappe, and then proceeded home. where ben walked me to my door and was going to leave. that is the full and ocmplete story with no open ends.
It is very frustrating that you probably wont believe me, but this is a written explaination.
I would like you to trust me although i know most of your trust is gone. i would like for you to understand that there are no unholy activites going on, and there havent been, and there will not be. i do not want you to thing i am a bad child who would do things suchs as drink, smoke, or even anything sexual.
unlike a lot of girls at my school, i do have self respect and i am often criticised because of it.
i told the therapist that i wish you and mom would understand that i am strong-willed and i do not take anything from anybody. i am not easily or even influenced at all. NO ONE influences me.
I have a strong head and a strong opinion. thank you for not yelling at me, i assume that was the better thing to do, since now
i feel extremely bad nad guilty, and just terrible.
I FEEL REALLY BAD. because i feel like you think im doing something and i know imnot.
i KNOW.
I'm sorry for ever making you feel bad. im a good person. and i  would for you to believe that too.

im so so sorry.
-erin\