kinda felt happy for a moment. listening to some vampire weekend, i start to feel warm inside, smile,a nd i feel a little at ease. almost completely over it. and then hailey weber starting tweeting about tyler. and i can feel my gut heating up. like a spark ignited the match on a bomb, bout to explode.
a little bit earlier i went on a twitter rampage. you know, going off about tyler. helped a bit, i would say. maybe a lot... to realize a bit of tension. but now i feel stupid and immature. i feel guilty. probably look dumb too. but you know. its done with. it happened. and now i cant take the small steps on the road to recovery. maybe i can heal this broken heart faster than i thought.
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