the boy with two souls

im sitting here and i am numb. not as i was when iw as depressed, but numb from the pain. thank you god, for giving me the opportunity to get over tyler. thank you lord for all you have provided me. my life isnt so bad, ya know. tyler sent me a long message  it was terrible. one of the worst things i ve ever gotten. but i didnt care until he told me that one of my friends hated me. and i cried and cried and i called ryan and asked him why. and he calmed me and i love ryan as a friend so much. he is the best. but i realized that there is nthing more i can do. im not going to spread rumors or anything, he's beyond irrelevant  i realized that people like me dont have time to deal with lower people on the social ladder like tyler. tres pathetique, he is. its a shame ya know. such a cute face ruined by such a god awful, unfix-able personality. one day karma will bite him in the ass. its not my job to teach him his lessons, its god's job. and god will give him the opportunity to be a better person , hopefully one day soon. i wish him the best on his road to recover, the poor boy with two souls.