Catalyst

here the t hing . i kind of dont know really how to vocalize my thoughts. or sort through my thoughts either. i just cant seem to determine what im thinking. this whole situation just seems like a blur. i dont know what the catalyst will be, to make me realize what i actually feel, but i hope it comes soon. and what i do know is i miss you. i do a little. not enough, but enough. confusing, i know. but true it is.